Insanity of the brian.

I am nuts. I must be.

I've been feeling really optimistic lately. Surely I have lost my mind! It's the only explanation. The pharmacy in my bathroom might be helping. All vitamins and supplements and a little bit of heroin. Ha ha. Really though, I'm deriving so much pleasure from the simplest things lately. It's really quite pleasant. I'm noticing all sorts of tiny things and really appreciating everything. Food tastes great and I don't care how many calories it has, the weather is beautiful and fall-like, a new bar of soap that smells like coconut makes having a shower super great, the river's waves rippling on to the rocks make me privileged to have such a great home. I feel so lucky, I'm almost scared to say. I normally wouldn't say so due to superstitious fears of hexing myself, but I feel like admitting that I have it pretty good. How boring of me!

It's so rare for me to feel at ease like this. Therefore my only conclusion is that I have insanity of the brain. or the brian. I have insanity of the brian.